urgghhh.

* currently: doing nth.
* listening: jay - lang man shou ji
* feeeliing: every kind of BAD mood.

i so so so hate this. say i`m jealous, call me a b*tch. but i just fuggin` hate her. i still dunno why i`m so so so affected lahs. was reaaallllllyy angry last night frm some news i heard. i mean. i just cant understand why there is such a person!! we could be good frens ya? telling her so much about him and stuff. and now it`s coming tuh me tt she fuggin` wans him for herself huh.. like wth. i dunno lahs. actually there`s nth much tuh be angry about. but i just cant stand things being this way. though i was pretty cheered up alot by dearie pam, skye and uncle ryan. (THANKS! =D) BUT these stupid selfish b*tchy feeelings of jealousy and anger came flooding back into me after reading her blog just now. i dun mean tuh like b*tch ard her back or something. but i`m just reallly reallly.. NOT FEELING GOOD lahs. i hate this i hate this i hate this. i`m sorrry but i just wish i dun see or hear from her ever again. i`m afraid i might just blow up or go crazy. now i feel like a b*tch myself. sighhh. tt`s life! i noe. but i cant stop thinking about all these stuff, how unfair is this.. and i fuggin` moved him back tuh his original place. i just cant get over it lahs. arghhh. i`m such a b*tch. i so hate myself. =\

my gooodness. i`m so sorry about tt freaking paragraph. i just needed tuh let off some steam. arghhh. back tuh today. left home @ ard 9am+ after eating breakfast. my eyes were filled with tears when i left home nahs. last thing i said tuh dad was replying his crap.
dad: " mei shi bu yao da gei wo hor~ " (nothing dun call me hor)
me: " ni cai mei shi bu yao da gei wo!!" (you then dun call me for nothing)
then, i left home finding myself crying. so glad it was raining @ tt time. like so dramatic huh.. crying in the rain. -.-" well well..

^ mummy`s note for me on da board. lols` nice handwriting hor? i cried when i read it. oh man! -.-"

^ my last breakfast until their return. =((

well. den went sch for CATS project stuff. nothing much also. and then, CATS class, boring as usual. blehhh. fion ended hers @ 1pm+ lah. so darn early. den my lesson ended @ ard 2.30pm? den went tuh find her @ c1. dancesport was quite stressful today lahs. so so so fast and so so so many things tuh catch up. my legs almost went numb. -.-"

after dancesport den went squash courts with fion. played till ard 6pm den she left me le. so played with uncle ryan`s left hand. kena trashed lahs. so saddd. =(( but well. he`s the first seed mah. cannot blame. hahah` after tt trained myself for a while den i left le. was ard 6.45pm i tink?? and the bus came @ ard 7pm lahs. WTH!

^ racquet on da left hand huh.. fion took this. arghhh! so sad. =\ why do ppl play with their left hand with me???? *shakes head*

okies. den went west mall lib tuh borrow some books. after tt collected thea and gla`s blouse frm osmose and went home. before tt daddy called me lahs. den ask me guess where they are. of cos, i didnt get it right lah. and they`re @ orchard!! wth~ he say da plane spoilt. lols` before tt he told me their flight delay, 4.30pm den fly. in the end now say tml 4am+ den go. so they now got complimentary stay in a hotel in orchard! wow. like touring s`pore? haha` i`ve nv stayed in s`pore`s hotel lahs. and dad asked if i wanna go over. -.-" of cos i said no. tml 4am how i go home sia?! lols` ahh! i misss them lahs. for the first time, i washed my own clothes.... MUMMY!!

oh my tummy is weird. it isnt feeling hungry u noe. i`ve only eaten those sushi and 2 chocolate bars today!! hmm... no one pei me eat dinner! >.<*