thoughts or tears

4th day of february already.
but i`ve just created the folder [February] inside [My Pictures].
and the only file inside is a picture of my ear.. LOL`

it`s swelling like it shouldn`t be..
after weeks of letting it recover by itself, it seems to have got worse.
maybe i`d just give up on it soon. ):

well.
yg today was as usual.
while sitting there & isolating myself,
i realised how incapable & useless i was.
can you imagine an 18yr-old like me cant even do simple sec2 science?
HAH.
yes, i laughed at myself.
i guess i really cant contribute & i`ve been saying that since day 1.
really, i wanna opt out of this teaching thing.
i know my limits, & i know, i cant do it.

wanna ask to make the necessary arrangements.

i know the class can still go on very well without me. ((:

not trying to shrink responsibilities and i guess it`s for the best of everybody..

5 more days. ):

oh yes,
i got that "order" posted successfully just now!
dont dare to even update my passbook to look at my pay.
cos it`s already gone. =x