cause of exhaustion

as much as i didnt want to, i kept dreaming.
it really takes up loads of energy while dreaming.
and i dont like the feeling of "i havent even sleep and it`s time to wake up".

less than one week till release of results.
i`m so looking forward, dont know why. LOL

posting results for Os students are out.
i wish for the best for my darlings, wherever they will be going. (:

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yesterday.
was in the office till 6 despite not going for lunch.
somehow just thought i shld rot my time at there.
so decided to finish everything on hand before i leave.

well well..
but at the end of the day, i had this "i can fly" feeling.
like i`m gonna faint anytime.
almost went MFB without dinner.
lucky jie brought some food for me, if not i dont think i can tahan.

almost everyone has got their turn up on stage.
i guess it will be mine on monday.
oh well, just pray hard i dont break down & cry. HUR.

oh yes.
aint he pretty?

^ so sweet rites.
yes hsuan, i know you wont kill me for posting it here. =p

then,
was trying so hard to sleep last night.
but my dad, my mum and my sis was watching curse of the golden flower.
well okay, i didnt catch the beginning.
neither did i catch the ending.
just woke up in between seeing some parts of the parts.

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my mp3 died on me again today.
so spooky.
it died on the SAME SONG it did on tuesday. lols`

btw, i really dont see whats wrong for doing more work.

it`s like, i do my work at normal speed.

and i get teased ard everytime.

i guess they dont really mean it lahh.

but the words sounded really sacarstic.

afterall, i`m someone who takes ppl`s words quite seriously.

maybe i shld just get used to it.

oversensitive or just having low confidence.
i kinda think people ard me just dislike me.
all the good things just dont happen to me.
the sense of security from anyone is just not there.
like, i`m not part of the society..
sounds crappy cos it really is. lalala~

having no time to rest.
extremely exhausted.
yet i`m still wasting time blogging down here.
so ironic. LOL`
shall give an excuse: i`m waiting for my hair to dry. =p

it`s a friday tml.

something to be happy about i guess? (: