pills -

should have known better that since don`t know when..
pills have no effect on me.

brought the pain with me thus i took a long time to fall asleep. ):
i need cures for insomnia (see below*).

another typical day in school.
LAM test wasn`t well done at all.
sad to say, that 3o% was quite a disappointment.


and
i`m so guilty of free-riding on my group mates.
seriously, my contribution to the IP as of now is still 0.
sigh.

standing right here, i feel so out of place.
i can`t find anyone to pour my sorrows to because i can`t even figure out where to start from.
i cry because it`s the only way that makes me feel better..
i make myself believe that tough times will be over soon.
i want to see that ray of light, when will my sun shine for me again?

and then again, i`m just thinking.
if i could turn back time,
maybe i wouldn`t give up what i was striving for, back then.
hmmmm..

):
eww.
i hope you don`t mean what you said..
just trust me because i will never lie to you.

* daddy wouldn`t let me take sleeping pills.
but then again, pills don`t work on me anyways.

the best solution for my insomnia is:
cry for an hour;
as tears dry & the body gets tired, will just fall asleep..