misses and maybes

suddenly, i miss playing the cornet.
in that damn big band room; on the chairs high up on the riser.
that was like something 3 years ago.
i miss band days, i miss music..
i actually couldn`t find any picture of me taken with my cornet. ):



anyways.
say BYE*2 to permed hair. (:

okay.
i`m starting to miss my messed-up-hair look.
no more twirling of hair in my fingers.
i`m actually missing that feeling too.
i`m so insane. -.-"

i got flat hair now.
looking totally dead & lifeless.
i can`t believe i`m actually not very happy about it.
why oh why..



maybe it wasn`t as good as i was expecting..
maybe cos she cut it too short..
maybe i`ll come to like it soon..



the length was supposed to be at least at where the red line is..

but it isn`t anymore, though i was charged at that length`s price..
maybe i should go trim and change the look.
but maybe i should just save up now that i`m so broke.

so many misses and maybes.
maybe i`m just too bored.
and i miss talking and laughing like a crazy girl.

tmr just gonna sucks.
bcos it`s stay-at-home-and-rot day. ):

maybe i`m starting to miss you too, again..
♫ i know that it was wrong, but it just carried on;
and we pretended we were fine, but we’re lying all the time.. ♫