• jo: hahah you can call her jie jie too if you want. =p
  

tuesday, tuesday.
waffle day, gelare day. (:

had waffles with usemore friend..
this time, with ice cream!
decided that i should pamper myself just a little..

my vanilla bean & her swiss chocolate caramel.



and yay.
my book is here!

i shall find some time to start reading it.



went to trim my brows just now.
and i actually got convinced by the person to buy some products,
which i`ve got totally no idea what they are.. LOL

so sinful please.. ):

thanks kok for changing shift with me.
i`m meeting my lovelies tmr again!
grins*

replies:

• jul: i don`t know chen yi ru. but i think..
  your that super not-shuai de idol right! LOL`
• jo: LOL super childish hor. =p

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happy mid-autumn festival !
i wonder, are we too old to play candles already?
if not, why isn`t there anyone asking for a meet up to play already? ):

had a trial today.
not a very successful one,
but guess we all still did learn something..



our T3 shirt..

hajar, tham, nurul, me, rin..



some of the participants really sucks to the core.
okay, maybe over-demanding.
and i-dont-know-how-to-describe lah.
but no, shall not comment too much about them. (:




snapshot.


inside the common gate holdroom.


and yea.
there`s something wrong with this particular counter.

can you see what`s wrong?
pretty obvious eh? -.-"



was duper tired today.
probably cos i didn`t have lunch.



so i was like resting on the train.
but there was this UNCLE who rolled his luggage over my leg!
like, thanks eh..



the book i reserved arrived!
but it caught me by surprise.
it wasn`t in the size i was expecting.. -.-"

hopefully it`ll be nice though. (:



shall,
continue my tv time.

tomorrow oh tomorrow.
a day i`m going to be so broke.
a day i`m gonna spend my 4 days` pay like a typical girl.
but i`m so looking forward. (:

it`s a tiring day today, i don`t know why.
maybe i slept too late.
maybe i woke too early.
but i just recovered from a short nap.




patch adams is a nice show.
go catch it if you haven`t..
it might just inspire you from nowhere.. (:




at first sight is a nice book.
but i`ve yet to finish due to exams.
one more chapter to go, i`m gonna find a new book tmr.



and.
i`m so waiting for the choice to be out too.
25th september, but i wonder when the library will buy it in. ):

" how far would you go to keep the hope of love alive? "



haven`t got time & company to catch my must-watch movies.
it`s my last week of freedom starting tmr !
anybody can sacrifice some time for poor tse hwee? ):

oh, last but not least..
happy birthday brother !
okays, i doubt he`ll see it anyways. LOL`

if you didn`t want me to let go, just tell me. or maybe, did you?
♫ i`m gonna spend my whole life trying,
to keep love from dying on me
i`m gonna spend my whole life faking,
to keep us from breaking, i`ll make you see.. ♫
sometimes i really dont know who to trust anymore..

it`s yesterday`s tomorrow !!
does that make today a nicer term?

i wish exams end sooner.
i wanna go LN, KBox, skate, beach, WII and chalets !
but i`m looking more forward to graduation in february.
i wanna go overseas !
can we go HONG KONG? (x

the book i finished a while ago gonna be filmed as a movie.
I CANT WAIT ! (x



nicholas sparks has got a new book coming out this september.
i gotta finish all his older books man..
it`s like.. 10 more to go? LOL`
hmm. maybe 9, cos one of it i caught the movie instead. =p

something more constructive now.
5 pages of notes to be memorised. -.-"

your root of happiness; my seed of misery. was it a harsh decision of mine or a plan of yours waiting to be implemented? i just can`t comprehend. i can`t accept that i never walked into your heart no matter how hard i tried. it hurts the most to never notice you were never happy all these while. and then i come to wonder if everything even mattered to you. if it was a game of ego from the start, or a result of peer pressure, i wished it never happened. why didn`t i realise, that it was zero all along? were those smiles i see ever real at all? tell me giving up is the best thing i can do for you. love is seeing you smile, again, like what she made you do..

♫ 而那颗心还能不能
走的像当初般纯真 ?
谁痛的比较深 ? ♫

interestingly, firefox doesn`t support webdings? lol`

爱的代价
by 温岚

♫

说着让人伤心的话你还是温柔
忽然感觉一切都是如此的荒谬
当夜色慢慢落成一片漆黑在你背后
当我说出你最想要的分手

你也有你的好对我来说却不够
而我的青春不该只是等着你回头
做你的情人不如做你最好的朋友
最后给你的爱是你想要的自由

爱的代价 有苦有乐
这一次啊
对爱有多些了解
虽然要把苦与痛都忘记
要经过好久
我不怪不愿你
爱也曾经美丽

爱的代价 我付出了
放你去吧
爱也曾经美丽
一定有个人会在这世界
只为我等候
看天空是那么宽
不再低着头的我要往前走

♫
i`m plain, but i`m not boring; you just didn`t see the fun side of me.. (:

i`m done thinking.
in just one day and one night.
FAST RIGHTS? =p

i`ll stick to my choice.
with a different mindset and objective. ((:

now i`m feeling so much better to go out and have fun.
but seems like nobody`s free for me.
pathetic eh. LOL`

anyways.
chocolates really cheers me up. ((:

INDULGE; i finished the whole bar..




and here..
the 2nd finished book in 18 years of my life.

even if i took like 2 days to complete, i`m still proud of myself.

i caught a guy doing a sketch of me while i was reading.
didn`t realise until i notice people around me kept looking at me.
but okay lah, he`s a talented artist.
i was quite amazed.
should have "demanded" it from him right?
then i`ll get a free sketch of myself. =p

working on national day`s like nothing special.
we were one of the few shops that was opened.
but there weren`t many customers.
my heart ached for my boss..
gotta give DOUBLE PAY to us for nothing. =x




i wanna go catch NDP`o7 on mobtv now.
the only thing i rmb of it was the sounds of the jets that flew past my workplace in the evening.

now, what actually matters to us?
sometimes it`s hard to figure things out clearly..

♫ When I’m down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I’m sad and confused


When it all gets turned around and ‘round
I can’t seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I’ve believed in seems untrue
All I have to do


* Is think of you
I think of you and it’s gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I’m strong
And I know I can go on
It’s like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you *


Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe


Cause there’s nothing I can’t bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won’t break
Through it all I’ll make it through
Cause all I have to do

*

And when I think I’m all alone
I can’t see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

*

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you ♫

and i`m thinking of you right now.

okay.
5 more hours to walking up again.
but i cant sleep bcos i`m supposed to help out with IP.
):

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

* /
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
/ *

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

*

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

*

i`ve always liked her songs. ((:

ais.
no motivation for school.
i just feel like sleeping everyday through.
the pages in my organiser are still quite packed.
TIREDS. ):

when i'm feeling blue
lost without a clue
sparks between our eyes
nothing can be assured
seem my life were you
painting that i drew
one plus one makes two
how i wish to caress you
tell me where we heading to
what we do may seem so cruel
was it good enough good bye the time you leave
the time you break my heart in two
even though we're far apart
send my love with all my heart
when you miss me at night
look at the star shining bright
for the time you pull me through
all the things i do for you
running tears from my eyes
thinking how will i survive
next good bye

lyrics of the song on my blog.
but i like the canto version better. =p

got a splitting headache since morning.
guess tml will be worse man.
french class again.
wish me luck eh. (:

* currently: rotting.
* listening: zhang dong liang - zhi yin wei ni.
* feeeliing: bored.

been rotting @ home since morning. bored bored bored. anyways, i got 3 whole albums of new songs in my lappy!! lols` JJ`s , Jolin`s , Cao Ge`s and Rainie`s. =D plus a few more songs from zhang dong liang and fan yi cheng. whahahs` edited most of the songs and put into my phone. still, it doesnt "de-bore" me. xP

rotten*