• zhiwei: hahah, "purpose is to disrupt lesson". she damn cute please. and ya! totally fun right? go organise class outing before the poly batch become botak leh! ((:
• paval: haha` now exams end liao right? go where visit her? ask the class go! =D
• jun: oh is it? yea, it was pretty brightly lid. haha`
• wendy: got got, rollover my name? (:
  

so, yesterday marks a day of adventure with a little mishap.
an advice to all,
if you ever meet with an accident how big or how small,
tell your dad or any adults!
don`t be so stupid like me, trying to settle everything yourself.
come to think of it, i really was very dumb. hah.

anyways.
the day started off with me driving to school alone.
was quite afraid and initially, wanted denny to come along with me. but too bad he wasn`t going to school that early..
first time driving with an empty seat beside me.
there wasn`t anyone to depend on, but i`m glad i reached safely.



waited for their papers to end.
and we drove up to canteen 3 to eat.



illegal acts in school after last paper..

oh, and if you notice the seat difference between the two...



my dear dancing partner left SO MUCH space for zz at the back.

HAHA! =x

and yes,
i entrusted my boy to them.

but still,
not forgetting the legal one..

me! (:



then we met with a little mishap outside the main office.
this guy didn`t close the door at the back of his lorry.
and it hit my poor little boy.



it was damn dramatic actually.
imagine being in the car,
looking at the door coming your way,
and all you can do is watch it hit you because you can`t stop it in time.

the little crack.



there were so many if onlys..
but like what zz said, it`s all predestined.
thinking back, like what i mentioned earlier..
the smartest thing to do should be informing my dad.
but i chose the stupidest one.



went around industrial parks to look for workshops.
but most of them wasn`t able to get the part done without waiting 1 or 2 days.
so yea, we decided to go to KIA itself to service it.

very stupid i know.
but the only thing i can think of doing is: getting it done.



and as you must have guessed..

it wasn`t cheap.



meeting the guy tmr to claim the payment.
he sounded quite sincere about paying..
just hope he don`t back out last minute..
shall keep my fingers crossed.
but honestly, i kinda pity him..



oh well,
it`s a lesson for him,
also a lesson for us.
anyways, thank you zz for staying with us. ((:



we girls then drove to town.
shall not elaborate why we ended up going there.
but yes, we got there,

and parked successfully. (:



swensens for early dinner.
then shopping around town.
was already quite late by then so home sweet home.




the difference between the two photos is..

wu has got LONG hands.
no, i didn`t say koh`s one was short. LOL



anyways.
i was just like an empty driver,
with my blind spot checkers & navigators beside and behind me.
without them, i don`t think my boy can actually go on an adventure like this.

thanks wu & koh for being such great navigators,
calming me down whenever i freaked out by telling me i`m doing a great job,
stressing themselves to direct me on which way to go,
preparing me to keep left or right way in advance because i`m quite retarded,
showing me the way home from their places,
and checking on me with msges to make sure i AM home already. (:
<3

total adventure.
and i leveled up a few levels in a day!
but at the expense of our lives & pockets.
hahahaha`



lastly,
a ding-dong at my door...

finally!



but my pass date was printed as 12 jan instead of 11 jan....
my beautiful 111 destroyed, rar! ):

♫ i thought you were my fairytale,
a dream when i`m not sleeping..
a wish upon a star, thats coming true .. ♫

• jo: heh (:
• rin: sorry you didn`t get to see me! hope by monday you don`t have to pluck my lashes. *fingers crossed* no lah, my boy don`t like to see planes leh. he will feel inferior. LOL
• jun: haha indeed i don`t know your name. i can`t even figure out whom i know got "jun" in the name. got chance then you let me know bah. (:

headache.
probably am too stressed already.
another driving lesson with instructor yee.
i think he`s going to collect lesson fee from me soon. LOL
learnt parking at the multi-storey carpark at grandma`s..
was only okay when he moved a dustbin to act as guideline.



this is spooky.
sitting in front of the computer now,
i am actually feeling myself rolling backwards,
as if i am in the car & i forgot the handbrake.



oh man, i`m so tired.
probably dardy is right.
females should never learn to drive. HAHA
should just have sisty`s mentality - to wait for people to drive me around.
!@%^%#*@^$(#



by the way,
regarding the song on top..
i finished all the 13 episodes of the cranky show.
but nah, i still don`t like that two band groups starred in that show okays.



and and and..
the stupid stye is not gone yet.
i need shades! ):



long day tmr.
shall have an early night. (:

• jun: hahah i know. but my sense of direction really sucks; with or without the poles. anyways, it isn`t a new car. 3 years old already. and i learning really hard to not stall the engine anymore. (:
  
• jul: lol` how come your dad will see you park eh? hahaha but i`m driving an old your-first-love. dont hate me lah.. i`ll let you drive it too some day when my dad allows. okay? =D
• raisa: i haven`t take! but here`s one for you to see...
  

for my darling..
that`s my boy before we bought it.

i realised i haven`t took any photos of him yet.
and seriously, i have seen alot of his twins ard the island! (:



had a tedious driving lesson with dardy again this morning.
got nagged till i was really demoralized.
he kept saying i act like an L-plate driver instead of a P-plate one.



YG AGM 2oo8.
nothing really special.
just feeling a little more stress.

and the highlight of the day is..

granny`s 82nd birthday celebration

waiting for photos from couz.
then i`ll select a few nice ones to post. (:



played mahjong with my dragon couzs & couz-in-law.
i won quite abit in the beginning but then lost them again.
i suppose that was beginner's luck?
because i totally didn`t know what i was doing.
luckily i had a few shifus ard to help me..

all in all,
i maintained the amount of money dardy threw on the table for me to play.



after that,
drove home from jurong west again.
vroom vroom;
and i like that feeling.
at least i was much smoother compared to the morning drive.



but i`ve got to admit..
dardy did the parking.
heh.



i will learn.
just give me a little more time.
*smiles*

• jun & fion: GOT! my tummy. teehee.
• jo: yes, and it was so hot i keep jumping ard the house. LOL i think maybe same effect as your red hot chilli cream. see you at the airport soon i hope! (:
• rin: LOL leh. only you are interested in that police okay. =p
• jul: your first love? HEHE~ yes yes, you will have your day soon. and i really hate manual cars. dont be jealous because i realise i am not that happy also. stress loh. LOL` and i have fats on my tummy! i thought all of you agreed already.. i gave it to my sis. hahaha`

the keys to my boy.

and my green piggy.



supposed to pick mommy up at jurong west.
drove there and spent some time at the carpark.
in the end, she already went home by herself already..



i`ve got this multi-storey-carpark phobia.
really scary.
and, i can`t park at all without the poles.
how disappointing...
it`s funny how i can actually pass the TP.



and it is really super stress to have an ex-driving instructor as your dad.
i can see how pissed he was while i was trying to park,
with no directions at all.
also especially when i was going UP and DOWN the multi-storey carpark.
well, at least he said i performed quite okay on the straight roads.



anyways.
my boy is pretty noisy.
and he is kinda weak.
i wonder if he can really take the weight of 5 pax.
we shall see tmr.
and of cos, i won`t be the one behind the wheels. (:



one last thing.
i really hate manual cars.
cos can`t relax at all with the gears..
and, i always get the engine stalled.
RAR~



but i shall learn to love my boy more.

the long break i`m looking forward to..
unpaid leave tmr.
off day on monday.
and then it is the last 8 working days to end of IAP.
* c e l e b r a t i o n s *

• jo: heh, there.. (:
• gladys: eh really? she don`t look that young. omg lah. youngsters nowadays are scary. hahah we are old man.
• rin: hahah if you don`t then there is a problem. =p
  

usemore friends at work.




alright.
this is the reason..

i know the tester actually closed one eye..
he was still commenting how weak i was when we were going back.
at the point, i already assumed that i failed again.
but yea, it was a surprise!
thanks mr chang. (:



dardy was the first to know.
because he skipped half day work to come down & give me moral support!
i was like so afraid that i`d disappoint him..



actually i still can`t drive properly lah.
but at least, now i can learn driving without paying instructors!
the amount spent is freaking chor hor..



leeched a ride from dardy this morning to apply for my license.

mind you, this thing cost me around $2.8k okays..

anyways,
you know what is like father, like daughter?
dardy also got his license on his 2nd attempt at 19 years old.
hehe.

alrights.
enough of that.
i`m not showing off okays, just sharing my happiness.
and poor cuthbert now should be having music to his ears now.
HAHAHA



insomnia?

that`s what i do.
hur hur.



watched the SP of the golden path`s last 2 episodes.
the ending is seriously so hong-kie lah.
but well, i shall not do the spoilers here. (:

i`m so tempted to spree again!
but i suppose i should save money..
because i wanna go on a holiday after graduation!
anywhere is fine, just overseas, best if can FLY..
but well, i wonder if my parents will even allow..
):

a song from coffee prince.

♫ i always wanted to ask.
if you understood just a little of my feelings,
although i never told you... ♫

• shermian: haha me too lah! but nvm lah, i watched alot of shows. my typical stay-home thing to do. lols..
  

i see a ray of light for my future!
but nah, was stabbed kinda deep in the heart..

attended EDvance 2oo8 today.
i went for 4 of the presentations.

• NUS Business
• NTU Business
• NUS SoC
• NUS FASS

seriously, only the first on the list was interesting.
the rest kinda sucked.
so i was quite attracted to that NUS BBA thingy.



but the speaker said,
"GPA 3.8 should be okay. 3.6 is borderline, may need to go for interview.."
totally like killed the mood please. -.-"
seems like there`s no hope eh..



got myself a couple more brochures.
a few from NTU & the rest all NUS..

seems like a hard time to sort out which to choose.
but i don`t seem to have much choice.
just gonna pray hard that one of those courses i want, will want me too..



anyways.
did i mentioned that my dardy bought a china phone from sim lim?
he got it for my mommy.
because he thinks that the features & stuff can meet her needs.

can write chinese words and the fonts are big enough..
even the handbook is in chinese.



he even configured everything nicely for her knowing she doesn`t know how to..
then setting our family picture as the wallpaper,
and then their lovely pictures as the screen saver..
duper sweet of him can..
even i`m melting. (:



oh.
and it is a TV phone too..

imagine if i bring it to work.....
i won`t miss my golden path anymore!!
EVIL GRINS*



oh yes,
i dug out all these cash from my secret-hiding-place.

just nice to pay my instructor..
for the last time, i hope..

tmr is such an important day all over again.
please let it be beautiful.
and i suppose i should get to bed early too.



meanwhile, maybe you`d like to enjoy this song..

good nights! (:

♫ i don`t know what i want, so don`t ask me..
cos i`m still trying to figure it out.
don`t know what`s down this road, i`m just walking.. ♫

• an: that is damn evil of you leh. but i don`t mind if you want to treat. hahah`
• rin: haha why will i want to get rid of usemore friend? i know you will miss me too. teehee*
• chengjoo: LOL you can relink and still visit that page. =D hahah and thanks for the thought. hope you had a great day too! ((:
• shermian: aiya. didnt know earlier.. should have asked you out. lols`
  

it is only when i look for company,
that i realise how small a circle of friends i actually have.
oh well, seems like everyone`s busy with projects now!
probably i should also be with my report, but there`re too much distractions going on...

2 more days to the beautiful date.
feeling even more stressed now.
if you think tse hwee is strong, think again..
i don`t think i actually can handle failure a second time. ):



drove home & learnt parking at the carpark downstairs.
and sigh, i still cant visualize..
the direction, the position of the car, everything...
is it me or is it really that hard?



my heart is already aching for my pocket.
apart from the $1.9k spent in school..

that is how much more i had to fork out.
and hey, that`s provided i don`t fail again. shiats.



anyways.
have been trying to do up my resume.
then i`m going mass send to companies, praying someone will employ me.
fat hope? lol`
on another note, i hope EDvance talk tmr can help me. (:

♫ my fears behind me,
gone are the shadows and doubts;
that was then, this is my now.. ♫

HAPPY 2oo8 !

this eve was spent at beng`s house.
with the same people as christmas, plus dancing partner! (:
i do have photos & videos to update but not now..
i`m too shagged to do it already.



just had my driving lesson in circuit.
and i realise how much i used to love those lessons in BBDC.
but, not now anymore.



anyways.
out of that topic that makes me frown..

i`ve got 2 more resolutions for 2oo8!

1. no more vulgarities (suggested by mw)
   at least lesser.. but i haven`t define what are vulgarities. currently, KNS is not okays. anything more vulgar than that, please hit my head if they come out from me. (:
2. drink lesser alcohol
   it`s damn childish to like feeling high. at least, not alone lah. and the hangover effect really sucks. please do stop me if i want to drink! (:
   

time to catch some sleep before attending lijuan`s wedding dinner later.
probably won`t have time to blog that soon..
but being so typical me, i will surely dig out some to do so.
till then, take care everyone!
<3s

driving was horrendous.
i`m seriously in no mood to continue but i`ve got no choice.
still can`t imagine myself taking TP again in 2 weeks` time.



work was hectic.
only earning a pathetic $20, it`s kinda not worth it.
well, closing the counter like an hour earlier didn`t help much.
almost everything was sold out & had to reject customers who were coming in.
i hope tmr evening will be more peaceful.



and my off day was spent like that.
morning shift again tmr.
was told that the kiddy-looking red vests have arrived.
not supposed to be something good though.
shall see how it goes.



here`s a picture from yesterday.

that`s how i pin my hair up nowadays.
and yes, i do know i got really high forehead.
but i rather look like that than letting the stupid-looking fringe down.



alrights.
i really should go to bed now.
because mommy forbade me from using the computer.
not that i have been a bad girl, just that she said i have been working too hard.
and she insists that i should sleep more.
so yup, good night! (:

• rin: hahaha` i guess you`ve already gotten enough nightmares. i will try. =p
• jo: haha cos glitter background w/o any colour is silver i think. yea loh, i think white nicer too.. ):
• shermian: ending on the 1st of feb! i wanna go HK!! but TW also can.. nv go xi men ding before.. omg, i so wanna go!! let`s ask permission when we graduate! (x
  

hoho.
i`m starting to dread driving lessons.
and this is not a good sign.
my next test is like less than a month away.
but, i`ve got totally no confidence in passing it. ):

anyways.
met kern seow after my driving yesterday to go work together.
he actually made breakfast for me..
so sweet right?
didn`t know young boys nowadays can be so thoughtful. LOL
i really appreciate it although i already had my breakfast.



work was pretty okay..
the only thing, or rather person, who spoilt my day was that dumbass aunty.
showing me attitude when she was the one in the wrong.
like totally pissed with her.
i know this is mean but i really hope johnny can sack her man..



and there was this guy who asked if he could take a picture with me.
laughs out loud*
why will anyone want to take picture with a stranger?
unless i`m a public figure, but i`m not.. LOL
but ermm.. i would probably agree if we were in a club instead. =x



oh well.
and talking about photos..
the camera on HTC touch really does suck..

point proven?

oh yes,
i know i can never whine enough..
my complexion is like totally KNS now.
i wonder if it`s the products i`m using or because of hormones change..
sigh.

sisty commented that i`m very vulgar recently.
他妈的 comes out in almost every sentence i speak.
i think i used it more than 4 times a minute while trying to teach her econs last night.
hahaha!
okays, i will TRY to change it..

darlings finished their common tests today!
although that doesn`t concern me in any way,
it still calls for a celebration! (:

yea, this is obviously taken with my HTC touch..



and this is on my k750i.

the aftermath of studying for LAM?

and we went kbox at JE.
been damn long since we went together!

too lazy to caption the pictures so here..

a collage of the time in room 26! (:
try to spot a scandal in one of the pictures. =p



and thank you gladys !
i bought 2 products from her & i`ve got alot of complimentary samples.

no, i`m not NIVEA-siao..
i`m just supporting my NIVEA friends.. (:



showtime.

• rin: hahah yea, we saw alot more "flying" objects! =p
• ferlyna: ehh. i`m already eating much more than usual! erm, gross mah.. those thick thick stems. so scary lehh..
• mei: yay, i got a blood donation kaki already. LOL not scary right? let`s go TG on in june. ((:
• keaiigal: hahah` i`m special! jk. i`m learning already. =p
  

misread the time for my driving lesson this morning.
supposed to be 9am but i thought it was 10am.
my instructor was so nice to drive to my place & pick me up.
so started at 9.30am & he didn`t charge me extra for the waiting time.
(:



but, just when i thought i finally got used to the car..
he actually told me that it`ll be my last time driving it.
because he is going to change his car..
sigh* do i have to like re-learn everything again?
oh well, will see how i fare in my next lesson on friday..



anyways.
was surfing around facebook & took a look at the graffiti contest.
the graffitis are damn nice.

this is the winner.

i seriously wonder how these people draw.
take a look here: http://apps.facebook.com/graffitiwall/contest_finalists.php
you gotta press replay and watch how the graffiti actually came to life.

i know it shouldn`t be but..
the click-click-clicks has became something more than just a habit.
call it routine?
or probably it has already gotten into & become part of me.
okay, i know i need to stop contradicting myself.

attachment is killing me, slowly.
but to think of it..
it`s just 2 more reports & 2 more months.
HANG ON; i believe it`ll be over real soon.
let`s hope celebrations can make this month pass faster,
counting down to CNY can make the next month more desirable,
and poof, two months will just pass by magically..

i am turning evil.
really, i am....
get me out of here!

• mei: nah, not your fault. i should be sorry for rushing to watch it.. haha no problems, there are new movies every week, sure will find something to watch. hero is fine with me too! =D
• jo: haha why? i`m a good boxing bag you know.. HEE* okay lah. you can watch with your aiai when he is out. =p
• anonymous: hmm, it`s the opposite of useless. ((:
• rin: HAHA relinked. you ah, see money.. tmr gone already.. tsktsk.

sometimes,
having the right people at the wrong time, is still wrong..

saw this on the newspaper.
it`s like way too good please..

if only it has per-second-billing like starhub,
i`ll switch. =p



finally, i completed my interim report!
spent like hours crapping it. LOL



had my driving just now.
i seriously wonder how private candidates practice their circuits.
i did S-course in a stupid carpark.
without any kerbs, i find it so hard to imagine the road.
gosh.




and before i end this entry,
here`s a song from the 9pm show.

(:

sometimes the very thing that makes you smile, can make you cry..

• jul: oh well, FINE! hahah` and yes, i know i`m good. =p
• jo: go get it then!! teehee
• ding: boohoo! nvm, egg is cute! yes yes, i love how much you like to ignore my smses!! -.-"

------

sometimes, i find it a chore to smile.
especially when undergoing a giant mood swing.
i`m sorry usemore friend for my PMS this morning.. (:

and did i mention how much i hate the auto-flush system in toilets?
i think my daz knows.
and now, my usemore friend knows it too! LOL`



random peeks of the day..


the cosy resting corner..


don`t tell me.. i hate the word management..


the upside down note.


the unattended bag..


the room so empty, just like my heart..


playful usemore friend..


and please, this angle sucks for camwhoreing! lols`


christmas light-ups gone simple..


and when the world moves too much for you to catch up..

oh wells.
attended to a passenger just minutes before knock-off time.
i couldn`t understand his pain, but he was crying so hard.
thus, i promised his friend i`ll take care of him..
brought him to the food gallery & got him some food.
but because of the work assignment following up, i didn`t stay with him throughout.
left him with adeline but i felt really irresponsible. ):
i`m glad he got onto his flight safely after that though...

talking about the work assignment.
the time was changed last minute from 5-7pm to 4-6pm.
was like damn rush please...

basically, what we did was sai gang lah..
but for the sake of money.....
LOL`

earned like $30 for 2 hours plus. (:
i know i`m ($.$)~


stationed at the arrivals area.



you get to see all the greedy taxi drivers.
they can just drive in again to get the goodie bag. -.-"



and what is in it?


this two packets of stuff..


we carried and packed and distributed.

after that i realised how much strength i`ve used.
a couple of boxes of 10*2kg rice.
that makes it more than 20kg plus all the wrappings for goodness sake.
no wonder i almost died. -.-"
this 30 bucks is no easy money ehh...

rushed home for dinner,
then to cck for driving again.


i`m still pretty disappointed with myself.
i can never drive properly..
after months of learning, i`m still a noob. ):
probably you were right, i`m just wasting money..

my body calendar is kinda screwed.
yesterday felt like weekends.
and i thought today was monday.
and tmr (which is a PH), is a working day..

i`ve been awake for too long.
time for some beauty sleep.
and dont wth me, i did nothing wrong.

dont look at the ugly side of me..

happy birthday amelia !
(:

oh, hello to overdue pictures.


my magical pouch - it fits all my essentials for work. (:


my sinful satisfaction - now i know why i`m gaining weight.



the 3 musketeers` first night shift together.


me and heng.


view of terminal 3 - dont expect much from a lousy camera phone =p


love the wind and the view right there..


i`ve got the control tower between my fingers.


my usemore friend ((:


reflections.

working back-to-back is such an unwise choice.
reaching home at 12am and leaving home at 6am like on the same day.
luckily i`ve got my off day right after that. (:

and i finally got back my cheque from BBDC.
not much difference though.
gotta bank it in and draw it out again. ):

anyways.
my brain was kept really busy these few days..
been thinking about what i`m going to do in the future.
and till now, i`ve got no idea at all.


should i further my studies,
or step into the society university right after my attachment?

and for both routes, i`m equally lost to which direction i`m heading towards.

my instructor flew my aeroplane today.
made me wake up early for nothing. )x

but well, on a lighter note..
i`m meeting my loves later. (x

and i`ll stop,
being childish.